Sunday, September 13, 2009
only good thing this weekend was i finally got the engraving done. after like ages of wanting it and not really doing anything about it.
i feel stupid putting this mask of indifference when i know i'm coming undone. why can't people understand i've got my own problems and i don't need theirs?
been trying to study. sickens me when i go back to my notes and realize i don't remember anything. bleahs. i feel so bad that my studies are so hopeless that my friends are actually WORRYING about me passing a stupid test. sighs.
anyhoos, gonna continue half-glaring, half-cursing and attempt at studying.
i feel stupid putting this mask of indifference when i know i'm coming undone. why can't people understand i've got my own problems and i don't need theirs?
been trying to study. sickens me when i go back to my notes and realize i don't remember anything. bleahs. i feel so bad that my studies are so hopeless that my friends are actually WORRYING about me passing a stupid test. sighs.
anyhoos, gonna continue half-glaring, half-cursing and attempt at studying.
what we could have been, 10:51 pm.
